I’m in my 50’s and I have a panty fetish since I was 10 years old. I’m not sure how you can have a sexual fetish before you have reached puberty, but I know I did.
As time went on I was excited by wearing my mothers other underwear. I wore her girdles, stockings, full and half slips. She had fluffy white petticoats, delicious sheer seamed nylon stocking and white bullet bras. I also pranced in front of her bedroom mirror in her sheer nylon night gowns with matching flowing robes.
The very first word that I saw that described me was transvestite. I would see this in adult book stores. Usually, in the paperback book section I see title like “Transvestite Husband Caught in His Wife’s Panties”. The cover picture would be a slim effeminate man, red faced cowering in front of his scouring wife trying desperately to cover the bra and panties he was wearing.
That wasn’t me at 16 years old, but it was close enough that I now knew that I was a transvestite. As I aged I began to understand more about what it meant to be a transvestite. Transvestite are scorned and laughed at in our culture. The images that come with the word transvestite are most always exhibiting our sexual nature. Most anything outwardly sexual in our culture will not be accepted. At least we are with some interesting company. LOL.
I’ve worked my way through all the labels that have been developed for us. Crossdresser, transvestite, transgendered, transsexual, “T” girl and have comfort in knowing who I am.
I’m a transvestite with a panty fetish. Masturbating while looking at myself in panties and lingerie, women in panties and lingerie, other men in panties and lingerie is one of the joys of my life.
I’m also a crossdresser. I love to get full dolled up and go out with my sweetie. We do this about one a month when we go to her gallery openings. Going out like that always has a sexual edge to it, which I enjoy, but the main excitement comes from being out in the world and perceived and passing as a woman. (at least most of the time)
I’m a transgendered woman, a “T” girl, two spirit and so much more.

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